The story of how we discovered we were going to have a baby...
Well, as many of you already know, the biggest news in our lives right now is the
very near arrival of our daughter, Madeleine. In case you do not know the details of our journey, we wanted to take an opportunity to share with you our exciting story.
A very special Christmas morning...Our journey begins during the Christmas holiday, 2007. Our pregnancy came as a huge surprise to us. In the days leading up to Christmas, I became suspicious that I might be pregnant. Jon and I wanted to start a family, but until this point had not had any success. As the days grew closer to Christmas, it became harder to ignore the fact that all was not as it should be.
Jon and I had plans to have a very special Christmas Eve together as we were to head up to L.A. in the morning to spend time with family Christmas Day. We had an amazing turkey dinner prepared with all of the trimings and we planned on opening our presents later that evening. Just before dinner, I decided to buy a pregnancy test to put all the suspicion to rest. I decided I would test the next morning.

I decided not to tell Jon that I had gotten a pregnancy test - after all it was destined to be negative anyways... or so I thought. Christmas does make an ideal time to find out this kind of news and the timing of it all was just too "fairy-tale-like" to be real in my mind. Of course it goes without saying (though I'll say it just the same) if it had been any other time in the year, I would have
absolutely wanted him involved in the process.
Sometime in the wee hours of Christmas morning (I think around 4a.m.) I woke up to use the restroom and decided that it made as good of an opportunity as any to take the test. Well, to my disbelief the test showed up with a big blue positive plus sign. As soon as I saw that result, my mind completely forgot what it was I should be looking for. Surely a blue plus sign must mean you're not pregnant! I quickly pulled the instructions out of the trash convinced I had misread something or forgotten a step. After a quick review, I sat down on the edge of the tub staring in complete shock at that postive plus sign in my hand. I was pregnant!
It took me a couple of minutes to decide whether I should take the second test right there and then, or go into the bedroom and tell Jon. I finally resolved to do the latter. I walked into our dark room, Jon in bed, fast asleep. Through the darkness I said the only thing that came to mind, "Jon, I think I have another present for you..." To which Jon mumbled something indecipherable and I continued, "I think we have a positive pregnancy test."
Now let me pause here for a minute to set the sceen for you. Jon's immediate reaction can be best appreciated with a clear understanding of his frame of reference in that moment. One important fact to begin with is that Jon truly does not like to be awoken out of a deep sleep. Add to that the fact that he had no idea I was suspicious of even being pregnant and he was certainly unaware that I had purchased a test and taken it.
Well, with that being said, I could not have wished for a better reaction from him. Literally, the moment I uttered the words, "I think we have a positive pregnancy test," he jumped up onto his knees from an
unconscious, horizontal position, and excalimed "no way" with so much enthusiasm, it even surprised me. How had his mind had time to even process the words yet, let alone grasp their meaning? He was so excited, he immediately turned on the light and wanted to see the test for himself. I was stunned that he could be so elated, when he had no clue what news was coming. That was, by far, the most fun and special reaction I could have wished for.
Even after taking that first test and seeing the positive results for myself, I still doubted that it could be true. Jon, on the other hand, needed no additional convincing. I, however, did not have as much faith in the over-the-counter pregnancy tests. All in all, I think it took five
positive pregnancy tests to finally convince me, the last two of which were the blood tests at the doctor's office.
From there our excitement grew as we shared the news with our immediate families. Due to some very high risk factors with the pregnancy, we decided to wait to tell extended family and friends about our news. Our families supported us with prayer and plenty of encouragement during those early weeks. We finally told our joyful news to everyone else when I was 12 weeks along and my doctor said he really no longer had concerns for the survival of the baby.
What a fighter that little Madeleine is! She was given a less than 25% chance of survival to 12 weeks of gestation. Well the Lord truly is to be praised for this new little life set to arrive Thursday, August 28th, 2008. She was just meant to be ours, and we couldn't be more thrilled to meet her!
We look forward to sharing our new little girl with each and every one of you. Thank you for all of your love, support and prayers.